Well, after a few awkwards hang outs and what have you, we have come to terms on the "friend situation". After a few shots of booze later, it turns out she was upset because I had told her that she shouldn't have black as a wedding color. Also, she claims that she never declared B the MOH and was upset that people had told me that. But, she did ask me to be the MOH, which of course I accepted. So we are all good again on the friend front. I know how you were all so very concerned.

So, what else is going on on the home front? We adopted a "house boy". Well really he is one of Travis's friends that came into hard times due to a jerk-headed friend/roommate. He moved in with us the begining of January. For the most part it's great having him around, but as with living with anyone, there are trials.

I have a new hobby, if you can call it that. An awesome friend of my invited me to join her family's book club. We have had two meeting so far and I am really enjoying it. I need to get better at reading the books throughout the month rather than trying to cram it all in the last week. But it's been something to look forward to every month. March's book is The Hunger Games which is coming out with a movie at the end of March that we are going to see as a group. It's so much fun!

My appearance has been on my mind a lot lately. I really need to/want to lose weight. But, for whatever reason I just can't get the motivation do it. I know what I need to change and I what I need to do, but Lazy takes over. That evil whore! I really need to so something though. I hate what I have become. I hate what I look like. I hate that my boyfriend wishes I looked how I did when I was 16. I hate how clothes look on me. I need to fix, but the words are as far as I get. How do you get motivated? How do you redesign your whole life and shake all the bad habits you have accquired?  That's what I need to work and somehow some way I am going to make it happen.