I have come to find that I seem to be doing life wrong. I am 27.5 years old and have a whole lot of nothing to show for it. I should be married by now and have at least 2 kids at this point and a house. I a living in the boyfriend's mom's basement and I have 3 dogs and a cat. This isn't where I wanted to be.....
I think it really hit looking as my cousin Stephanie's wedding pictures. She looked so beautiful. I wasn't able to make it to the wedding, which I think makes me more sad. Growing up we were always so close, but now we are lifetimes apart. Also reading my other cousin Shalay's blog about her first baby being due in January. I had no idea she was even pregnant. I also found out her brother and his wife are expecting a baby too.
I can't figure out what is bothering me more. The fact that everyone is living life the way it should be or it's all happening and I didn't have any idea it was going on. I am thinking it's a strong combination of both.
I miss family. I miss the closeness we all had when we were younger and forced to spend every holiday and birthday together. I hate that we have grown up and grown apart.
